We Are Spiritual Beings Having A Physical Experience

To fully understand why God created humans and placed Spiritual-Beings inside them, creating human+Beings, you need to study "The Way home or face The Fire":-

1. Summary
2. Through the Light



Almost 57 years ago, on August the 6th 1945, for the first time in human history, an entire city was incinerated in a single blazing flash, many times brighter than the sun, tens of thousands of people died instantaneously, and many more experienced a long, painful agony. This city was Hiroshima. Today, we still live in a world where such an insane, cruel obscenity could happen at the whimsical order of a single man. We have lived for so long under the shadow of the nuclear age that we have almost forgotten the power, now magnified a million times, at the disposal of humankind for its own annihilation. And yet this is not the only monstrosity that has been unleashed on this once so fertile and lush world. Another insanity has taken hold and proliferated since the first atom bomb to gradually engulf almost the entire world. It is called market capitalism. This seemingly innocuous new "religion" with its mighty dollar as the focal point of nearly universal worship has fostered the rapid expansion of a technologically advanced consumerist lifestyle that is being emulated in every country around the world. In its wake, it has left a desolated trail of fast vanishing rainforests, the repository of millions of years of Life's experiments in beauty and creativity, fast dwindling marine life in all oceans, rivers and lakes, and the encroaching advance of men's dominion into fast receding wild and virgin environments. http://jahtruth.net/envird.htm

Just as this was taking place, another Earth changing phenomenon was slowly gathering momentum and is poised today to massively affect our perspective about most everything that has been deemed vitally important so far. A spiritual revolution, the like of which this planet has never experienced, is now breaking in the open as tens and soon hundreds of millions of people are realizing, through all kinds of individual mind and heart opening experiences, our fundamental unity with - and symbiotic dependency upon - all that lives. A profound spiritual awakening is being hatched amidst the epochal travails of a dying era. http://jahtruth.net/signs.htm

Amongst the most quintessential realizations dawning upon millions of human beings is the incontrovertible fact that, well before being human bodies of flesh and bones endowed with conscience and some kind of invisible soul, we are spiritual beings having a physical experience. The stories brought back from beyond the veil of clinical death by a growing number of people, as well as the numerous opportunities for enlightenment and awakening provided, as if by chance, to so many of us, have positively contributed to bring about this paradigm shift in understanding to all those who have ears to listen and eyes to see. Yet, like a still fragile new plant shooting from the ground towards the light, few of us have fully realized all the implications of this simple new understanding and accordingly shifted their overall views and everyday priorities to match the entirely different perspective it provides on all we think, say and do and, most critically on what we are... We have not yet fully identified with the immortal, radiant speck of God that we are and thus this reality is barely manifested as compared to all it can potentially mean for all aspects of our lives.

Please dedicate your prayers and meditations, as guided by Spirit, to contribute in anchoring in our global collective consciousness this simple reality. We will all focus together upon our essential divinity, reawakening, remembering just Who We Are... globally, in synchronous harmony. And from this growing realization, soon to dawn from deep within every other soul on Earth, will emerge the glory of a New Earth, for the Highest Good of All.

King of kings' Bible - Daniel 12:1 And at that time shall Michael [the Archangel] (Eno. 20:5; 36:1; 40:8; 58:1; 59:9; 57:1-2; 70:4; Rev.12:7; Sura 2:98) stand up, the Great Prince which standeth for the children of thy people: and there shall be a time of trouble, such as never was since there was a nation [even] to that same time: and at that time thy people shall be delivered, every one that shall be found written in the Book [of Life] (Rev. 13:8; 17:8; 20:15; 21:27; Sura 83:20).
12:2 And many of them that sleep in "the dust of the earth" (Gen. 13:16; 28:14) shall awake, some to Everlasting Life, and some to shame [and] everlasting contempt.
12:3 And they that be wise shall shine as the brightness of the firmament; and they that turn many to Righteousness as the stars for ever and ever.


This following article is very interesting but was very dangerous, because he has added many things that are part of his religious reading and not part of the original out of body experience and thereby has corrupted it. I have therefore edited out his corruptions that had crept in from his human body's opinion based on religious reading (as is evidenced by his use of Hindu words like mandala and yuga) and made it safe to read. Please pay special attention to my explanatory comments in blue, that point out his confused thinking..

Mellen-Thomas Benedict needs to study "The Way home or face
The Fire" in order to begin to understand how he has allowed the body he is using to corrupt his understanding of his out of body experience, after re-entering it.


Mellen-Thomas Benedict is an artist (idolater) who survived a near-death experience in 1982. He was dead for over an hour and a half and during that time, he rose up out of his body and went into the Light. Curious about the universe, he was taken far into the remote depths of existence, and even beyond. Concerning his near-death experience, Dr. Kenneth Ring has said, "His story is one of the most remarkable I have encountered in my extensive research on near-death experiences."


In 1982 I (the body he is using - JAH) died from terminal cancer. The condition I had was inoperable, and any kind of chemotherapy they could give me would just have made me (the body he is using - JAH)  more of a vegetable. I (the body he is using - JAH) was given six to eight months to live. I had been an information freak in the 1970's, and I had become increasingly despondent over the nuclear crisis, the ecology crisis, and so forth.

So, since I did not have a spiritual basis (believing Satan's lie - that he was only human after all - JAH), I began to believe that nature had made a mistake, and that we were probably a cancerous organism on the planet. I saw no way that we could get out from all the problems we had created for ourselves and the planet. I perceived all humans as cancer, and that is what I got. That is what killed me (the body he is using - JAH). Be careful what your world view is. It can feed back on you, especially if it is a negative world view. I had a seriously negative one. That is what led me into my death. I tried all sorts of alternative healing methods, but nothing helped.

So I determined that this was really just between me and God. I had never really faced God before, or even dealt with God. I was not into any kind of spirituality at the time, but I began a journey into learning about spirituality and alternative healing. I set out to do all the reading I could and bone up on the subject, because I did not want to be surprised on the other side. So I started reading on various religions and philosophies.

That have obviously coloured his judgement of the pure truth he was shown and have found their way into the experience including the terminology used in these various religions and philosophies, after the event and have therefore corrupted it - JAH.

They were all very interesting, and gave hope that there was something on the other side.

On the other hand, as a self-employed stained-glass artist (idolater) at the time, I had no medical insurance whatsoever. So my life savings went overnight in testing.
Then I was facing the medical profession without any kind of insurance. I did not want to have my family dragged down financially, so I determined to handle this myself. There was not constant pain, but there were black-outs. I got so that I would not dare to drive, and eventually I ended up in hospice care.

I had my own personal hospice caretaker. I was very blessed by this carer who went through the last part of this with me. I lasted about eighteen months. I did not want to take a lot of drugs, since I wanted to be as conscious as possible. Then I experienced such pain that I had nothing but pain in my consciousness, luckily only for a few days at a time.


I remember waking up one morning at home about 4:30 am, and I just knew that this was it. This was the day I was going to die (he is talking like a human again, even after the fact that he knows he did not die. Only the body he is using died - JAH). So I called a few friends and said goodbye. I woke up my hospice caretaker and told her. I had a private agreement with her that she would leave my dead body alone for six hours, since I had read that all kinds of
interesting things happen when you (the body dies - JAH) die. I went back to sleep.

The next thing I remember is the beginning of a typical near-death experience. Suddenly I was fully aware and I was standing up, but my body was in the bed. There was this darkness around me. Being out of my body was even more vivid than ordinary experience. It was so vivid that I could see every room in the house, I could see the top of the house, I could see around the house, I could see under the house.

When he says I, he means the real him - the Being part of his human+Being, the part that did NOT die - JAH.

There was this Light shining. I turned toward the Light. The Light was very similar to what many other people have described in their near-death experiences. It was so magnificent. It is tangible; you can feel it. It is alluring; you want to go to it like you would want to go to your ideal mother's or father's arms. As I began to move toward the Light, I knew intuitively that if I went to the Light, I would be dead (the body he is using - JAH). So as I (the Being, not the body - JAH) was moving toward the Light I said, "Please wait a minute, just hold on a second here. I want to think about this; I would like to talk to you before I go."

To my surprise, the entire experience halted at that point. I was indeed in control of my near-death experience. I was not on a roller coaster ride. So my request was honored and I had some conversations with the Light. The Light kept changing into different figures, like Jesus, Buddha, Krishna, mandalas, archetypal images and signs. I asked the Light, "What is going on here? Please, Light, clarify yourself for me. I really want to know the reality of the situation." I cannot really say the exact words, because it was sort of telepathy.

What else could it be, if the body was dead and he was out of it? - JAH.

The Light responded. The information transferred to me was that your beliefs shape the kind of feedback you are getting before the Light. If you were a Buddhist or Catholic or Fundamentalist, you get a feedback loop of your own stuff. You have a chance to look at it and examine it, but most people do not. As the Light revealed itself to me, I became aware that what I was really seeing was our Higher Self matrix.

The only thing I can tell you is that it turned into a matrix, a mandala of human souls, and what I saw was that what we call our Higher Self in each of us is a matrix. It's also a conduit to the Source; each one of us comes directly, as a direct experience from the Source. We all have a Higher Self, or soul (spirit-Being) part of our existence. It revealed itself to me in its truest energy form. The only way I can really describe it is that the being of the Higher Self is more like a conduit. It did not look like that, but it is a direct connection to the Source that each and every one of us has. We are directly connected to the Source.

This is explained in detail in "The Way home or face The Fire":- http://jahtruth.net/wayad.htm

So the Light was showing me the Higher Self matrix. And it became very clear to me that all the Higher Selves are connected as one being, all human+Beings are connected as one being, we are actually the same being, different aspects of the same being.
It was not committed to one particular religion.
So that is what was being fed back to me. And I saw this mandala of souls. It was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. I just went into it and, it was just overwhelming.
It was like all the love you've ever wanted, and it was the kind of love that cures, heals, regenerates.

As I asked the Light to keep explaining, I understood what the Higher Self matrix is. We have a grid around the planet where all the Higher Selves are connected. This is like a great company, a next subtle level of energy around us, the spirit level, you might say. Then, after a couple of minutes, I asked for more clarification. I really wanted to know what the universe is about, and I was ready to go at that time. I said "I am ready, take me." Then the Light turned into the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen: a mandala of souls on this planet.

Now I came to this with my negative view of what has happened on the planet. So as I asked the light to keep clarifying for me, I saw in this magnificent mandala how beautiful we all are in our essence, our core. We are the most beautiful creations. The human's soul, the human matrix that we all make together is absolutely fantastic, elegant, exotic, everything. I just cannot say enough about how it changed my opinion of human+beings in that instant.

I said, "Oh, God, I did not know how beautiful we are." At any level, high or low, in whatever shape you are in, you are the most beautiful creation, you are. The terrible things that happen to people and the Devil's influence might make them do evil things, but their souls were not created evil. What all people seek, what sustains them, is love, the Light told me. What distorts people is a lack of love.

The revelations coming from the Light seemed to go on and on, then I asked the Light, "Does this mean that humankind will be saved?" Then, like a trumpet blast with a shower of spiraling lights, the Great Light spoke, saying, "Remember this and never forget; you save, redeem and heal yourself. You always have. You always will. You were created with the power to do so from before the beginning of the world."

In that instant I realized even more. I realized that WE HAVE ALREADY BEEN SAVED (once - JAH), and we can save ourselves because we were designed to self-correct like the rest of God's universe. This is what the second coming is about. I thanked the Light of God with all my heart. The best thing I could come up with was these simple words of total appreciation: "Oh dear God, dear Universe, dear Great Self, I love my Life."

King of kings' Bible - Luke 14:26 If any [man] come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own (human) life also, he can NOT be my disciple.
King of kings' bible - Matthew 10:39 He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it.
King of kings' Bible - Thomas 6:1 Jesus said: If the flesh has come into existence because of the spirit, it is a marvel; but if the spirit has come into existence because of the body, it is a marvel of marvels (impossible). But I marvel at how
this great wealth (the spirit) has made its home in this poverty (the body).

The Light seemed to breathe me in even more deeply. It was as if the Light was completely absorbing me. The Love Light is, to this day, indescribable. I entered into another realm, more profound than the last, and became aware of something more, much more. It was an enormous stream of Light, vast and full, deep in the Heart of Life. I asked what this was.

The Light responded, "This is the RIVER OF LIFE. Drink of this manna water to your heart's content." So I did. I took one big drink and then another. To drink of Life Itself! I was in ecstasy.

Then the Light said, "You have a desire." The Light knew all about me, everything past, present and future.

"Yes!" I whispered (telepathically - JAH).

I asked to see the rest of the Universe; beyond our solar system, beyond all human illusion. The Light then told me that I could go with the Stream. I did, and was carried through the Light at the end of the tunnel. I felt and heard a series of very soft sonic booms. What a rush!


Suddenly I seemed to be rocketing away from the planet on this stream of Life. I saw the earth fly away. The solar system, in all its splendor, whizzed by and disappeared. At faster than light speed, I flew through the center of the galaxy, absorbing more knowledge as I went. I learned that this galaxy, and all of the Universe, is bursting with many different varieties of LIFE. I saw many worlds. The good news is that we are not alone in this Universe!

As I rode this stream of consciousness through the center of the galaxy, the stream was expanding in awesome fractal waves of energy. The super clusters of galaxies with all their ancient wisdom flew by. At first I thought I was going somewhere; actually traveling. But then I realized that, as the stream was expanding, my own consciousness was also expanding (seeking - JAH) to take in everything in the Universe! All creation passed by me. It was an unimaginable wonder! I truly was a Wonder Child; a babe in Wonderland!

It seemed as if all the creations in the Universe soared by me and vanished in a speck of Light. Almost immediately, a second Light appeared. It came from all sides, and was so different; a Light made up of more than every frequency in the Universe. I felt and heard several velvety sonic booms again. My consciousness, or being, was expanding to interface with the entire Holographic Universe and more.

As I passed into the second Light, the awareness came to me that I had just transcended the Truth*. Those are the best words I have for it, but I will try to explain. As I passed into the second Light, I expanded beyond the First Light. I found myself in a profound stillness, beyond all silence. I could see or perceive FOREVER, beyond Infinity.

* The Truth that he - the Being part of a human+Being - is not human - JAH.

I was in the Void.

I was in pre-creation. I had crossed over the beginning of time - the First Word - the First vibration. I was in the Eye of Creation. I felt as if I was touching the Face of God. It was not a religious feeling. Simply I was at one with Absolute Life and Consciousness.

When I say that I could see or perceive forever, I mean that I could experience all of creation generating itself. It was without beginning and without end. That's a mind-expanding thought, isn't it? Scientists perceive the Big Bang (theory) as a single event which created the Universe. I saw that the Big Bang (theory) is only one of an infinite number of (so-called) Big Bangs creating Universes endlessly and simultaneously. The only images that even come close in human terms would be those created by supercomputers using fractal geometry equations.

The ancients knew of this. They said Godhead periodically created new Universes by breathing out, and de-creating other Universes by breathing in. These epochs were called Yugas. Modern science called this the Big Bang (theory). I was in absolute, pure consciousness. I could see or perceive all the Big Bangs or Yugas creating and de-creating themselves. Instantly I entered into them all simultaneously. I saw that each and every little piece of creation has the power to create. It is very difficult to try to explain this. I am still speechless about this.

It took me years after I returned to assimilate any words at all for the Void experience. I can tell you this now; the Void is less than nothing, yet more than everything that is! The Void is Absolute Consciousness; much more than even Universal Intelligence.

Where is the Void? I know. The Void* is inside and outside everything. You, right now even while you live, are always inside and outside the Void simultaneously. You don't have to go anywhere or die to get there. The Void is the vacuum or nothingness between all physical manifestations. The SPACE between atoms and their components.

* The Force - JAH.
King of kings' Bible - Thomas 1:6 But the Kingdom is within you and it is without you.
1:7 If you will know yourselves, then you will be known and you will know that you are the sons of the Living Father.
1:8 But if you do not know yourselves, then you are in poverty and you ARE poverty.

Modern science has begun to study this space between everything. They call it Zero-point. Whenever they try to measure it, their instruments go off the scale, or to infinity, so to speak. They have no way, as of yet, to measure infinity accurately*. There is more of the zero space in your own body and the Universe than anything else!

* How could a finite object measure infinity? How can infinity be zero, except in man's illogic? - JAH.

What mystics call the Void is not a void. It is so full of energy*, a different kind of energy that has created everything that we are. Everything since the (supposed - JAH) Big Bang is vibration, from the first Word, which is the first vibration.

* The Force - JAH.

So creation is God exploring God's Self through every way imaginable, in an ongoing, infinite exploration through every one of us. Through every piece of hair on your head, through every leaf on every tree, through every atom, God is exploring God's Self, the great "I am". I began to see that everything that is, is part of God, literally, you, me. Everything is part of the Great Self. That is why God knows even when a leaf falls. That is possible because wherever you are, there is God, the center of the universe. Wherever any atom is, there is God in that atom, and God in the Void.

As I was exploring the Void and all the Yugas or creations, I was completely out of time and space as we know it. In this expanded state, I discovered that creation is about Absolute Pure Consciousness, or God, coming into the Experience of Life as we know it. Godhead is about more than Life and Death. Therefore there is even more than Life and Death to experience in the Universe!

I was in the Void and I was aware of everything that had ever been created. It was like I was seeing through God's eyes. I had become part of God. Suddenly I wasn't me anymore. The only thing I can say, I was looking through God's eyes. And suddenly I knew why every atom was, and I could see everything. The interesting point was that I went into the Void, I came back with this understanding that God is not there. God is here. That's what it is all about.

So this constant search of the human race to go out and find God ... God gave everything to us, everything is here - this is where we find Him.

When I realized this, I was finished with the Void, and wanted to return to this creation, or Yuga. It just seemed like the natural thing to do. Then I suddenly came back through the second Light, hearing several more velvet booms. I rode the stream of consciousness back through all of creation, and what a ride it was! The super clusters of galaxies came through me with even more insights.

I passed through the center of our galaxy, which is a black hole. Black holes are the great processors or recyclers of the Universe. Do you know what is on the other side of a Black Hole? We are; our galaxy; which has been reprocessed from another Universe. In its total energy configuration, the galaxy looked like a fantastic city of lights. Every sub-atom, atom, star, planet, even consciousness itself is made of light and has a frequency and/or particle. Light is living stuff. Everything is made of light, even stones. So everything is alive. Everything is made from the Light of God; everything is very intelligently formed.


As I rode the stream on and on, I could eventually see a huge Light coming. I knew it was the First Light; the Higher Self Light Matrix of our solar system. Then the entire solar system appeared in the Light, accompanied by one of those velvet booms.

I saw that the solar system we live in is our larger, local body. This is our local body and we are much bigger than we imagine. I saw that the solar system is our body. I am a part of this, and the earth is this great created being that we are, and we are the part of it that knows that it is. But we are only that part of it. We are not everything, but we are that
part of it that knows that we are.

I could see all the energy that this solar system generates, and it is an incredible light show! I could hear the Music of the Spheres. Our solar system, as do all celestial bodies, generates a unique matrix of light, sound and vibratory energies. Advanced civilizations from other star systems can spot life as we know it in the universe by the vibratory or energy matrix imprint. It is child's play. The earth's Wonder Child (human beings) make an abundance of sound (mostly noise - JAH) right now, like children playing in the backyard of the universe (with bombs and missiles - JAH).

I rode the stream directly into the center of the Light. I felt embraced by the Light as it took me in with its breath again, followed by another soft sonic boom.

Sonic? The being has no ear-drums - JAH.

I was in this great Light of Love with the stream of life flowing through me. I have to say again, it is the most loving, non-judgmental Light. It is the ideal parent for this Wonder Child.

"What now?" I wondered.

The Light explained to me that there is no death; we are immortal beings. We have already been alive forever! I realized that we are part of a natural living system that recycles itself endlessly. I was never told that I had to come back. I just knew that I would. It was only natural, from what I had seen.

I don't know how long I was with the Light, in human time. But there came a moment when I realized that all my questions had been answered and my return was near. When I say that all my questions were answered on the other side, I mean to say just that. All my questions have been answered. Every human+Being has a different life and set of questions to explore.
Some of our questions are Universal, but each of us is exploring this thing we call Life in our own unique way.

So is every other form of life, from mountains to every leaf on every tree.

And that is very important to the rest of us in this Universe. Because it all contributes to the Big Picture, the fullness of Life. We are literally spirit-Beings exploring God's Self in an infinite Dance of Life. Your uniqueness enhances all of Life.

King of kings' Bible - John 17:3 And THIS is Life Eternal, that they might KNOW Thee the ONLY True God, and Christ the Saviour, whom Thou hast sent.
17:4 I have glorified Thee on the earth: I have finished the work which Thou gavest me to do.
17:5 And now, O Father, glorify Thou me with Thine Own self with the glory which I had with Thee BEFORE THE WORLD WAS.
17:6 I have manifested Thy name unto the men which Thou gavest me out of the world: Thine they were, and Thou gavest them me; and they have kept Thy Word.
17:7 Now they have known that all things whatsoever Thou hast given me are of Thee.
17:8 For I have given unto them the Words which Thou gavest me; and they have received [them], and have known surely that I came out from Thee, and they have believed that Thou didst send me.
17:9 I pray for them: I pray not for the world, but for them which Thou hast given me; for they are Thine.
17:10 And all mine are Thine, and Thine are mine; and I am glorified in them.
17:11 And now I am no more in the world, but these are in the world, and I
come to Thee. Holy Father, keep through Thine own name those whom Thou hast given me, that they may be one, as We [are].


As I began my return to the (human) life (death) cycle, it never crossed my mind, nor was I told, that I would return to the same body. It just did not matter. I had complete trust in the Light and the Life process. As the stream merged with the great Light, I asked never to forget the revelations and the feelings of what I had learned on the other side.

There was a "Yes". It felt like a kiss to my soul.

Then I was taken back through the Light into the vibratory realm again. The whole process reversed, with even more information being given to me. I came back home (home? Heaven is home for a spirit-Being, not here. This is only the home of the human body that he is using. A sign of his confused human thinking), and I was given lessons on the mechanics of reincarnation. I was given answers to all those little questions I had: "How does this work? How does that work?" I knew that I would be reincarnated. The earth is a great processor of energy, and individual consciousness evolves out of that into each one of us.

I thought of myself as a Being for the first time, and I was happy to be that. From what I have seen, I would be happy to be an atom in this universe. An atom.

So I went through the reincarnation process expecting to be a baby somewhere. But I was given a lesson on how individual identity and consciousness evolve. So I reincarnated back into this body. I was so surprised when I opened my (the body's - JAH) eyes. I do not know why, because I understood it, but it was still such a surprise to be back in this body, back in my (body's) room with someone looking over me crying her eyes out. It was my hospice caretaker. She had given up an hour and a half after finding me (the body he is using - JAH) dead. She was sure I (the body he is using - JAH) was dead; all the signs of death were there - I (the body he is using - JAH) was getting stiff.

He has already started to believe he is a human again and is calling the body he is using "me" and "I", after all he was shown. What a betrayal of the Light - JAH

We do not know how long I (the body he is using - JAH) was dead, but we do know that it was an hour and a half since I (which I? Think about what you are saying! - JAH) was found. She honored my wish to have my newly dead body left alone for a few hours as much as she could. We had an amplified stethoscope and many ways of checking out the vital functions of the body to see what was happening. She can verify that I (the body he is using - JAH) really was dead. It was not a near-death experience. I experienced (human - JAH) death itself for at least an hour and a half. She found me (the body he is using - JAH) dead and checked the stethoscope, blood pressure and heart rate monitor for an hour and a half. Then I awakened (you had not been asleep - JAH) and saw the light outside. I tried to get up to go to it, but I (the body he is using - JAH) fell out of the bed. She heard a loud "clunk", ran in and found me (and the body he is inside of - JAH) on the floor.

When I (the body recovered. He is back into being a human again - believing Satan's lie - JAH) recovered, I was very surprised and yet very awed about what had happened to me. At first all the memory of the trip that I have now was not there. I kept slipping out of this world and kept asking, "Am I alive?" (Which I? The body again - JAH) This world seemed more like a dream than that one. Within three days, I was feeling normal (human, the enemy of God - JAH) again, clearer, yet different than I had ever felt in my life. My memory of the journey came back later. I could see nothing wrong with any human+being I had ever seen. Before that I was really judgmental. I thought a lot of people were really screwed up, in fact I thought that everybody was screwed up but me. But I got clear on all that.

Or thinks he has - JAH.

About three months later a friend said I should get tested, (why? - JAH) so I went and got the scans and so forth. I really felt good, so I was afraid of getting bad news. (Why, if he knew he was not human? Already believing the lie that he is human again - JAH) I remember the doctor at the clinic looking at the before and after scans, saying, "Well, there is nothing here now." I said, "Really, it must be a miracle?" He said "No, these things happen, they are called spontaneous remission." He acted very unimpressed. But here was a miracle, and I was impressed, even if no one else was.


The mystery of life has very little to do with intelligence. The universe is not an intellectual process at all. The intellect is helpful; it is brilliant, but right now that is all we process with, instead of our hearts and the wiser part of ourselves.

Unscriptural and wrong:- King of kings' Bible - Matthew 11:25 At that time Jesus answered and said, I thank thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because Thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes.

The center of the earth is this great transmuter of energy, just as you see in pictures of our earth's magnetic field. That's our cycle, pulling reincarnated souls back in and through it again.

I saw that races are personality clusters. Nations like France, Germany and China each have their own personality. Cities have personalities, their local soul groups that attract certain people. Families have soul groups. Individual identity is evolving like branches of a fractal. The different questions that each of us has are very, very important. This is how Godhead is inviting you to explore God's Self - through your questions. So ask your questions, do your searching.  You will find your "Self" and you will find God within yourself and learn to become like Him by following His inner tuition.

More than that, I began to see that each one of us human+Beings are soul mates. We are part of the same soul fractaling out in many creative directions, but still the same. Now I look at every human+being that I ever see, and I see a soul mate, my soul mate, the one I have always been looking for. Beyond that, the greatest soul mate that you will ever have is God.

If you are looking for that ultimate soul mate outside of yourself, you may never find it; it is not there. Just as God is not "there". God is here. Don't look "out there" for God. Look here for God. Look through your higher Self. Start having the greatest love affair you ever had ... with God. You will love everything out of that.

Before my body's death I had a descent into what you might call Hell, and it was very surprising. I did not see Satan or evil. My descent into Hell was a descent into each person's customized human misery, ignorance, and darkness of not-knowing. It seemed like a miserable eternity. But each of the millions of souls around me had a little star of light always available. But no one seemed to pay attention to it (including him - JAH). They were so consumed with their own grief, trauma, misery and greed. But, after what seemed an eternity, I started calling out to that Light, like a child calling to a parent for help.

Then the Light opened up and formed a tunnel that came right to me and insulated me from all that fear and pain. That is what Hell really is. So what we are doing is learning to hold hands, to come together. The doors of Hell are open now. A few are going to link up, hold hands, and walk out of Hell together. The Light came to me and turned into a huge golden angel. I said, "Are you the angel of death?" It expressed to me that it was my oversoul (guardian). Then I was taken to the Light.

Since my return I have experienced the Light spontaneously, and I have learned how to get to that space almost any time in my meditation. (You are supposed to do it without ceasing - JAH). Each one of you can do this. You do not have to die to do this. It is within your equipment; you are wired for it already.

King of kings' Bible - Ephesians 6:18 Praying constantly (without ceasing) with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all holy people;

This is explained in detail in "The Way home or face
The Fire":-

The "Self" is like a spoiled child running around the universe, demanding things and thinking it created and owns the world, instead of God.


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